Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Moment of silence for the Hurricane victims.

I am saddened by all that has happened in the past couple of days. Not only did we get sucker punched but we all our affected by Mother Nature herself in a fury that is undescribed. Why does she have to be so forceful....gez we know what damage can be done. I can't imagine what the people are going thru down south. Nowhere can I dream how terrible the devastation must be like.

I myself am living in my own hell right now. Not happy whatsoever. I quit one of the best jobs ever cause of money reasons then the hurricane comes and affects gas prices. I have some personal issues to discuss with a certain someone in my life. There are things being done that I just will not deal with. I refuse to let this lifestyle affect me. All I have to say is, I don't believe in using prescribed drugs that are not your own to relieve pain or to get some other feeling from it. I am putting my foot down and standing my ground. If they don't like it, then I will kindly escort them out the door. Love don't matter here its having trust and right now its gone. I am confused in alot of things right now and I don't need this extra pressure in my life. God help me decide what to do.

I decided to have a list of things to get done since I am home. Like cleaning the house and other things too. I have a list of 15 things that need to get done. So far I have done 3 of them. Wish me luck on the other 12....lol.